left the void deck area at 1230.. before that there was ritual.. em.. when walking the last journey everyone was holding ald.. then my er gu started the whole engine.. i was bitting my lips but still cannot tahan.. drench my face with tears eventually.. and once start.. cannot stop.. so cried all the way to mandai.. saw the whole thing.. cried even harder.. then there was also competition going on at the same time.. hate the one with croco tears.. for wat u try to show ppl u are sad when u dun even care when someone is alive.. anyways.. its over.. then head back clear up, clean up the house bathe and hug my bed.. from 5 plus till 7plus.. after that see doc and now.. online..
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life is like a story book.. when it is flipped to the last page.. its all over.. then decide on whether to burn it or left it on the shelves.. however this is a special kind of book.. cos u nv know when is the last page.. and there is no executive summary for the book too.. any torn pages are those times when maybe illness, setbacks occurs.. so everyone pls take good care of our own book k???
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i will miss being scolded by you..
i will miss seeing someone standing at the lift area..
i will miss being asked to take things..
i will miss calling someone when i do not have the keys..
i will miss those days when u treated me well..
i will miss everything u did..
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may u have a better life elsewhere too..